October 2010
17 posts
Maybe my subconscious is telling me that I feel like I'm not good enough for you,
and that I’m just hurting myself by sticking around.
My mind was telling me to leave;
But my heart is telling me to stay.
At the same time, over its own loud and rapid beating, it hears the whispers
being sent from the core of my thoughts.
“you’re just hurting yourself… By having faith that you can somehow make a difference in this persons life, when they don’t care about you like you do for them…
All I can say is, after everything, use that feeling of weakness to your advantage and let it strengthen your everyday beating. Let it strengthen me and my power as well, and together we will win in triumph..”
/Finally found my content feeling.
/Finally able to accept certain things and make the best of what I have.
Awe.. It’s weird to feel myself growing up. Even if it’s just a little..
“Love is one of the strongest things among us, inevitable and taken for granted. Maybe that’s why people force themselves not to believe in it at all.. So that they won’t get hurt.”
—Randi - onlytimeknows.tumblr.com
You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, but the rest is up to them..
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down..
“In relationships, the person that has the most power will always be the one that cares the least, but I have witnessed that stronger people could be the ones that have chosen to care more for the other, because they don’t fear to show how much they care, to look rather weak, than in control and to be able to give and take the chance to find happiness.”
—-C.D.
I hope for the best,
but I plan for the worst.
HAWAII METH PROJECT-
Okay, seriously I understand that drugs have become a huge controversy in our generation. And yes Hawaii’s rate for smoking dope (crystal meth, not bud <— for the haoles) has risen immensely. But the HMP is a completely over-dramatic project that makes no damn sense.
Like preachers who are just reading it straight out of the book. Every single poster and commercial having to do with HMP kind of pisses me off because I don’t see what the hell losing your virginity in a bathroom or being raped in jail has anything to do with smoking dope.
If anything it’s a drug that eats you from the inside out. Staying up for days - weeks. Not even hungry, not tired, in fact… Probably feeling like a transparent memory that’s slowly but surely fading away.
I used to use chronically, and none of that shit that they put out there applies to me or anyone else I know that uses. Besides stealing? But what does stealing have to do with Meth? People will steal no matter what, that’s just how shady people are.
Get used to it, stop pitying yourself and your family publicly for your own god damn mistakes. You’re not helping anyone at all. And the more money wasted in promoting those stupid analogies, the less money you’ll have to help those who actually need it. Straight up, just cut the bullshit and actually make a damn impact on peoples lives like you intend on.
Posting a shit-done photo-shopped picture of some beaten-up, ugly teen with some stupid quote that doesn’t even apply; isn’t helping. It’s adding onto the pressure of the situation.
Can’t do your homework at night? Meth can change that.
Nothing to do with your life? Meth can change that.
METH CAN CHANGE A LOT OF SHIT. But so can a damn butterfly.
You have a drug problem? ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE THAT.
Anyone who actually has an issue with drugs knows that it’s all up to them.
And if they don’t, well they’re idiots. It has been and will always be your choice.
Media needs to stop corrupting peoples perspectives of things.
A waste of money is what the Hawaii Meth Project is.
