July 2011
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Smiling.
I can’t stop myself from doing it. I can’t stop myself from feeling it. I can’t stop myself from being it. Happiness. I can’t stop myself from doing anything I strive towards doing. I can’t stop myself from being anyone I strive towards being. I can’t stop myself from being more than I or anyone else could ever imagine. I won’t stop myself from being...
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Late Night Birthday Bleezy.
Don’t mind me lookin’ all hash and whatnot.
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I think to myself...
I think of every factor and only include myself in this futuristic vision; but when I try to imagine other people, in my head, I just see millions of grey empty, blank faces. Blobs. Inanimate objects. Basically nothingness in the form of human beings. Then I see the few people who actually always seem to be there, in my heart and mind. And I look at myself and I start crying, because I have to...
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Just permanently deleted (not just deactivate) my...
Should have never of made one to begin with.
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As stupid and as selfish as I could have been, I...
This depression has really got a hold on me, with the suicidal thoughts and the pointless attempts. When overall it’s like all-in-all I have to focus on making myself feel like I’m worth the life that I want to pursue. And everyone else who isn’t in my mind-setted plans, I’m over with being nice, it’s nothing personal I just have to focus on myself. Figure out where I...
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Alexander Pope once said...
“How happy is the blameless vestals lot- The world forgetting; by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind! Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned.”
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