I guarantee if I were to reblog all of my likes and post half naked photos or stupid sarcastic nonsensical bullshit INSTEAD of my own personal words and photos, that I would gain more followers and likes.
WELL IT’S TOO DAMN BAD I KEEP THIS BLOG TO POST MY OWN PERSONAL SHIT AND DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THIS STUIPID ONLINE POPULARITY CONTEST. (:
Meet one of my best friends, Amber, my lovely followers.
Thanks for following me for me.
-ALOHA NUI LOA-
Born and raised in the 808, I am Oahu grown. Beach bound, spontaneously profound, roots planted firmly in the ground.
Photos by me, I would like to call this photoset: Out of focus.
Along the North side of the island near Pipeline.
Ka’ena Point along the North West side of the island.
& Waimea Bay on the North side.
All photos taken by me.
Just thought I’d share the islands beauty.
Aloha,
My life has just begun,
and this is me trying to be happy about it.
Mana and Pono, I am definitely going to miss these two little playful brothers…. Another photo taken by me
“Nothing is Forever”
Tired of fighting with mom, and knowing that dad doesn’t really care
Ann had to be somewhere else, and it didn’t matter where.
So she runs away from home, going to the park right down the street,
She decides she just live here forever, and her life will be complete.As the evening falls, blanketing Ann with the starlit night,
She looks up into the heavens, enjoying the galactic sight.
All those different worlds, it’s hard to fathom that it ever ends
The stars will always be there, unlike her family and friends.But as Ann sees a shooting star quickly fade away and die,
She realizes nothing is forever, not even the stars in the sky.
Some of the twinkling lights above, are already dead and gone
Their worlds faded away to nothing, never waking to another dawn.And one day in the future, the Andromeda Galaxy will swallow us whole
Even though it’s not for a while, Ann knows it’s out of our control.
Everything is temporary, even all of her problems and her fears,
Obsessing over the day to day almost seems like a waste of tears.Even if the ‘now’ feels like forever, nothing will ever last
And everything that’s wrong today will tomorrow be in the past.Ann breathes in the cool air, soothed by the night so vast and deep.
And when the sun finally rises, she sneaks back home to go to sleep.
I took this photo on my way back from ka’ena point.
I just love the island life and its beauties…
Another personal thought:
I’m left speechless when even I knew what I had been through..
But when it came down to it showing through n’ through,
my body, my mind, my fears.. The pain, the memories, the tears;
The things I held back for years,
I thought that if you knew too
you would understand the demons hidden deep inside my barren ocean blue.
But when it came time to face me,
me with all of the crazy,
I thought that just maybe….. you could be there for me too.
But maybe that was too much for me to even ask of you..
Hell, it feels like too much to ask of myself.
This burden is weighed down, tied to my head and shoulders.
None the less we must do what we must to better thyself,
I will continue to carry this weight and break these boulders,
because how can I expect you to love me if I can’t love myself?
Well guess what, I do love myself.
I just thought it wasn’t so impossible to be loved by someone else.
Could you be loved - BOBMARLEY
Speaks more than words for me right now..
I am going to write a secret novel of my experiences…
And I will end it with what I have learned from them.
In hopes of taking the time to explain how life can get better,
even after it just keeps getting worse.
“Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse, suicide eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better..”
Aw I es growin’ up so fast..
FAKESMILES R‘ US
Sustainability
is something one should find on their own.
I have yet to do so…
I am young, ambitious, open-minded, and willing;
Willing to build a masterpiece around the bridges that I have overcome.
