My head is quiet for once,
Feels like the world is spinning outta control.
I begin to reflect on the things I do and don’t know,
thinking to myself; why am I always so hard on myself?
Pondering whether or not it is bad or good for my health.
I dream of excelling in everything that I do, piling my wealth
to laugh at the face in the mirror for everything that I’ve been through.
I’ll tell that reflection that I’m stronger than you think,
I won’t stop or slow down until I’m at the head of that brink.
I am forever in debt to all of my faults, if it weren’t for them I could have never of taught myself to decipher the differences in hope and faith.
I realized a while back that life’s just a drawn out wait.
But you don’t have to sit there and learn to be patient,
instead you could move forward and gain the ancient knowledge and wisdom that kept the nobodies waiting. Waiting for that better tomorrow
or a seed embedded in the womb of your bloodlines future
it seems to be a narrow path but that doesn’t mean you should dwell in your sorrows. Fuck what people say or think or expect you to be,
because at the end of the day your mind will still be screaming “fuck anyone who ever judged me!”